This has not been a very good day. This has been a very sad day. This morning we lost our dearest, sweetest, most precious Shadow puppy.
He hadn't been himself for the last couple of weeks and this morning he was worse so my husband took him to the vet. He was in the vet's examining room when his heart gave out. Very quick and unexpected. And from what my husband and the vet said, fairly painless.
I found this poem this evening which made me cry - again - but it helps.
He had a heart.
He had a soul.
He had a purpose.
He had a goal.
On my heels, or in my lap.
Protecting me while I took a nap.
He wasn’t just a dog to me.
He was a friend you see.
Always happy to see me.
Always eager to please.
Just having him by my side
Put my mind at ease.
He wasn’t just a dog you see,
He was part of our family.
It’s so hard to let him go.
I miss him so much.
His wet kisses and his furry touch.
But I know he’s in Heaven,
And I know he’s okay.
But I just want to hold him
For at least one more day.
Because he wasn’t just a dog to me,
He was momma’s baby.